Three a.m. poetry...I'm going to bed now. When I wake up I'll call it abstract, as nothing is ever really logical at these wretched hours.
Toss your shoes
Behind the old wicker tree.
Forget your worries,
Leave your anxiety
Tucked beneath your laces.
Sink your toes
Into the soft, cool earth.
Run 'cross the dewed grass and
Release all your troubles.
Don’t look back.
We’ll return soon enough.
Close your eyes,
See the world with your body.
Absorb the sun’s rays and
Flow with the wind
That rustles the leaves.
Let the sun melt your doubts,
The breeze swipe all suspicions.
Submerge yourself
In the gentle current waters and
Drown your uncertainties.
Don’t look back.
We’ll return soon enough.
You tell me that
Soon enough is not fast enough.
Your clothes are sticking,
Shoulders burning,
Eyes drying,
Toes bleeding,
Personality chafing, and
Your shoes could be stolen.
Don’t act so naïve.
We’ll return soon enough.
But soon enough is never
Fast enough for you.
There is no such thing
As spare time.
Silence does not exist, and
How could it?
You have so much to do,
Your mind never rests.
Sleep is optional,
They have pills and beverages now
That force your body to be alert.
Knowledge comes from
Books alone.
Rewards are only received
When you stay in the lines,
Cross no borders,
Do what you’re told,
And work hard – nonstop.
So this is why you must go back.
Don’t grow up so fast.
Play pretend with me once more.
Feed me meals of bark and leaves,
Bring treasures on board our ship of clotheslines and sheets,
Save a damsel in distress, or
Fly to the moon.
Just don’t leave me yet.
But no. . .gather your things from
Behind the old wicker tree.
Your burdens still lie just
Beneath your laces,
Dragging you down with your
Medications,
Cups of coffee, and
Paychecks.
Was it worth it?
Eating without tasting?
Sleeping without dreaming?
Speaking without thinking?
Hearing without listening?
Breathing without living?
My dear, you’re thriving in knowledge,
But knowledge is nothing
Without wisdom.
Don’t grow up so fast.
That, love, will come sooner than you think
And you can’t go back.
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Friday, April 15, 2011
The Old Wicker Tree
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Of Late, I...
- have been paying attention.
- depend on my fingers.
- love notebooks
- hate computers
- purchased an instant camera
- kicked a chair when I discovered the camera's battery is dead.
- cried a little, over nothing in particular.
- laughed a bit, over everything that doesn't work.
- turned left at a sign that read, "Right Turn Only".
- flew an imaginary plane 'cross a library hall.
- pretended not to care about things that really made me want to fold up like a clam.
- shushed my dog when he barked.
- bruised my hip on a doorknob that wasn't there two seconds prior.
- made a decision.
- had a horrible nightmare.
- wrote a poem.
- played at Velour.
- have been oddly generous.
- talked to myself.
- wished I wasn't so quiet sometimes.
- held my breath.
- listened a little better.
- want an accordian.
- needed more silence than usual.
- made excuses.
- wrapped my pinky in scotch tape.
- purposely poured water on the floor.
- spent money I don't have.
- forgave the undeserving.
- regret saying that.
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Monday, April 11, 2011
Reoccuring Nightmares
On rare occasions, I realize that I’m not perfect.
On rarer occasions, I notice that there are other people around me.
On even rarer occasions, I see that these sociopaths whom I call “peers” are not perfect either, but try to give off that illusion and I am no different from them.
Then I roll over and go back to sleep and my obtuse mind continues to tune out the journey through high school/dystopia/Dante’s Inferno.
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
Let's Start from the Beginning...ha. No.
Introductions are for people who have nothing better to do with their lives. As for me? I strongly uphold the idea of jumping right into everything, grabbing life by throat and demanding a regurgitation of time. Why do we need background checks when the past is gone? Why do we need to introduce ourselves? I liked things in kindergarten when it was okay to be yourself and people liked you for who you were, not how grand your About Me square is on Facebook. I shouldn't complain, at least now it's a competition of who's the most original. Before it was all about who was the most normal…how bromidic. If you demand an About Me piece, I don’t have much for you: I love music, I love cultural art, and I’ll probably call you dumb if we don’t share the same vocabulary. Despite my intolerance for incompetence, I love you.
I hope you’re satisfied. You’ve managed to squeeze the last bit of normality out of this crooked soul.
If you’ve come across this mild tangent I so pathetically call my life, congratulations. You’ve come as far the common ant crossing a side walk, what seems like such a long trek is merely two feet. Besides the fact that you’re reading this and somewhat feeling insulted by my ostentation, I hope you enjoy the fact that sometimes Whit just Happens.
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